Depression

Major Depressive Episode After Promised Job

Short Summary:

Ben from the Netherlands wrote me this email seeking advice, hes experiencing a major depressive episode after applying for jobs for 3 years finally having secured a apprenticeship at a veterinarin clinic after working a couple of free shifts, only to be let go shortly before it started out of nowhere.

The Email:

Dear , i spent 3 years of my life applying to about 10000 jobs due to my bad diploma i had no luck, then i found this small veterinarian clinic, and since i am good with animals i decided to apply, i spent a few days working there and they said i got the internship, after financially struggeling for quite some time, this was a huge relief, i proceeded to work a few more times for free and then the boss told me i can start in august, however just 14 days before august when it was to late to find another internship and most jobs were already gone from market(Summer Holiday Season), as i have no found out his wife did not like me so she gave the apprenticeship to the daughter of one of her friends just so i wouldnt get it, i really dont know how to handle it as i have worked so hard and his wife acted all like your doing so much good work, and then this happens, in general my prospects are looking pretty bad with the current bad job market and i have huge insurance debt, so i am unsure how i can handle this and get out of this bad situation, it all just feels pointless, the more you try and give your best the more you get put down by life. If they atleast let me know 3 to 4 months earlier so i didnt put off job search for so long thinking i had a job, i lost so much time and money believing them. 

My Advice:

Hello, everyone! This is the LONGEST TEXT EVER! I was inspired by the various other “longest texts ever” on the internet, and I wanted to make my own. So here it is! This is going to be a WORLD RECORD! This is actually my third attempt at doing this. The first time, I didn’t save it. The second time, the Neocities editor crashed. Now I’m writing this in Notepad, then copying it into the Neocities editor instead of typing it directly in the Neocities editor to avoid crashing. It sucks that my past two attempts are gone now. Those actually got pretty long. Not the longest, but still pretty long. I hope this one won’t get lost somehow. Anyways, let’s talk about WAFFLES! I like waffles. Waffles are cool. Waffles is a funny word. There’s a Teen Titans Go episode called “Waffles” where the word “Waffles” is said a hundred-something times. It’s pretty annoying.

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